At one time people who have considered me a whiny, spoiled brat, who got everything I wanted & didn't put other people's feelings first.  Who threw fits to the point where my parents couldn't take it.  Who got out of control.  But now I just wanted to say that's changed.  It changed when I found out I was pregnant at 15.  When someones life became way more important than mine.  When I found out I was going to be a mom.  Other parents look down on teen pregnancy.  I will tell you myself I don't agree with it but I will also tell you its what saved my life.  I was headed down a bad road one that I most likely that I would not have came out of or even lived through.  Then my dad died passed when I was pregnant and I knew my mother needed me or better yet that we needed each other.  At one time we couldn't stand to be around each other but now were each others best friend.  Now I am a mother of three.  I may have not made the choices my parents wanted me to make but made the decisions that I wanted to.  I may have hurt them and not done with my life what they wanted but the path and route I chose.  My life wasn't theirs but my own.  I made mistakes and dealt with struggles.  But now I'm the person I wanted to be.  A mother who loves their children and puts them before anything else.  A mother who would give the world if she could to my kids.  A mother who is just like mine. Now I'm in the place I searched for all those years hopeless and seemed valueless.  But now to me my life matters to not only me but my children as well.  Now I'm trying to make something of myself and be someone they can look up to rather then what I was or where I've been.  I will not give up until I get there and they are what give me the strength to do so.  
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